| Fate Fell Short This Time . . . [your smile fades in the summer] |
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[10 Nov 2004|08:32pm] |
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Passed out in our school clothes
So we'd wake up in our Sunday's best
I never asked for your opinion
I just got it
and I get it
You move slow like daytime drama
And I'm boring like his songs
So while I'm taking you for granted
We'll be humming along
Well cross my heart and hope to,
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless (so reckless), so,
So thoughtless (so thoughtless)
So jealous, I could care less
Well cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here
(So reckless)
Well she's so heartless,
And I could care less
So paint your face up something elegant
And this town maybe a darker shade of red
Cause a long night
means a fist fight
Against your pillow and my pearly whites
I want to hear you scream
you'd like me better on my knees
So let us pray
(we don't believe in second chances)
So let us pray
Don't you ask me
Don't you move (anywhere)
Well cross my heart and hope to,
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless (so reckless), so,
So thoughtless (so thoughtless)
So jealous, I could care less
Well cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here
(So reckless)
Well she's so heartless,
And I could care less
Well cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
(I'll keep you here, I'll keep you here)
One of us never did it but we're taking it all
And tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all
And her eyes never batted when she said it
It's a long night, open, know it...
This glass house is burning down
(open all night, know it...)
You light the match, I'll stick around
(open all night, know it...)
I'll give you everything you want
(open all night, know it...)
And wish the worst of what I was
(open all night, know it...)
This glass house is burning down
(open all night, know it...)
You light the match, I'll stick around
(open all night, know it...)
I'll give you everything you want
(open all night, know it...)
And wish the worst of what I was
(open all night, know it...)
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
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[23 Jul 2004|01:44pm] |
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i LOVE ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _virus_of_life_ like the fat kid loves cake. she made me my fucking sexy icon with all my favorite men in it. Thank you SO much!!!!!!!!! <333333333
did you guys know that hal sparks plays guitar? i didn't know that. but now he's twice as hot. *drools*
<3
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[09 Jul 2004|02:10pm] |
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omg, today was the last day of summer school and it was SO fun! hahaha. more later b.c. amanda will be here any minute. but... great day. friends, pictures, "the seal,", contacts, tongue rolling, and friendly's just to name a few things. later!
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[03 Jul 2004|07:30pm] |
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um... yeah, i couldn't decide on just one banner because they are both SO sexy.xxscubasteveyxx made them and she rocks my socks :) But anyway, the journal is friends only now. comment and i'll add you :) <3
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[03 Jul 2004|07:27pm] |
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does anyone know if it's possible to make all your previous entries "friends only"? if so... how? but any-whoo. this is friends only from now on... lemme go find those banners i saw before... :-D
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[03 Jul 2004|07:25pm] |
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tee-hee. that's the poster i got. the picture isn't too great b.c. my little brother took it but... ya know. so i did the photobucket thing so hopefully i'll be able to see the pic. on my computer too... let's see. :)
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[01 Jul 2004|02:12pm] |
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yay! i just got accepted into ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) rad_fucks . hehehe. but you should all join and be rad w. me! yayness! :-D <333
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| and it's so damn hard to playing the part of the fool. week after week. |
[26 Jun 2004|01:20pm] |
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so let's talk about yesterday. yesterday was REALLY fun but REALLY REALLY hot. i thought i was going to die. my little spray-fan thing literally kept me alive and i'm not even joking. i guess i never really realize how truly miserable florida is b.c. i never really go outside for long enough for it to hit me. but it hit me yesterday b.c. i was outside from like... 10 in the morning until 10ish at night. and my legs hurt soo bad b..c the day before i had to run in summer school. okay, so the complaining is done so here's the rest.
well first i went to andrea's house before we left. me, amanda, ingrid, mayella, andrea, her mom, and her 2 ants were there. and we had to split up into different cars and amanda and i were with her ants. and one of her ants is such a loser. she's one of those loud and proud spanish people (hate that.) and she's like "i'm so coul. i am the coulest (b.c. that whole accent thing)." and she acts like she's drunk all the time. like... you know when your in 5th grade and there's that one kid who thinks he's really cool and he's always trying to make people laugh? only... he's not funny and only like one person laughs. but he keeps acting like an idiot because he's getting attention. well that is this lady, 30 years later and still the same. she's her own freak-show and she's so immature and i just can't stand her. and i think she's a lesbian and we all know i'm a good guesser when i come to that. and she was on her headphone (she had one of those weird ear-plug things for her phone. weird.) like the whole time talking loudly in spanish. but at least they were playing the good charlotte cd loud in the car so amanda and i had fun singing to that. l9ol. sorry. i know i promised i'd stop complaining. so now i will. we went to animal kingdom. brian was right-it's not that great but it's still fun. the dinosaur ride is really fun. :p. and it was funny b.c. i hate dinosaurs b.c. i don't think they ever existed (don't ask.) and we were in dinoland like the whole time and i was just kinda quiet and annoyed and laughing inside myself at how ridiculous it was.
so then we had dinner at uno's. omg, that place is AMAZING. i need to find one around here. l9ol. we had this ultra-yummy deep dish pizza and amanda and i kept eating sugar packets, which eventually caught up with us. and then we had carvel ice cream cake which is like... my favorite thing ever, next to confetti.
so then we went to magic kingdom. didn't go on too many rides but it was still really fun.went on thunder mountain like... twice i think and that's my favorite ride i think. saw the bugs life show... wait... idk that might have been at animal kingdom. can't remember. took lots of pictures. but like at around 8 amanda and i started getting really hyper. and then ingrid had pms and like... bitched amanda out and after that amanda was really quiet. not b.c. of ingrid's thing but b.c. everything wrong in her life hit her at once. poor amanda. i feel so bad for her. but she knows i love her. we told eachother that soo many times yesterday. l9ol. and then we started holding hands like... twice just for no reason and we felt so lesbian. it was funny. but that's okay b.c. it doesn't matter what other people think about you. it's what you think about yourself. and i forget that a lot... but right now i feel damn cool so all is well.
and then (forgot to mention it but this was also at unos) the song "1,000 miles" by venessa carlton came on and i was in the corner quiet and i started thinking about it. and it's not possible to walk 1,000 to see someone TONIGHT. i mean, even if you give her the benefit of the doubt and say she has a full 24 hours until tonight, it's just not possible. seriously, i did the math. we guessed about 10 minutes for a mile (and even that is super fast) so that's 10,000 minutes needed. and 24 hours is only 1,440 minutes! so i got into an argument with everyone about how ridiculous that song is. i mean, how the hell does walking show you love someone? especially when it's such a ridiculous exaggeration. that's like saying you'd lift an elephant to see someone tonight. and then ingrid was all in a frazzle telling me it was a metaphor and i wouldn't understand because i've "never been in love." yeah, she really knows how to be a bitch sometimes. in love or not, i understand metaphors thank you. but i can't even see how it's sweet anymore when it's something that has zero possibility of being possible. so... i hate that song now even though i used to like it before i thougth about it. but eventually we had to drop the subject completely b.c. it was upsetting everyone. l9ol. controversy is the best.
and then we were in line for thunder mountain before we left and amanda was really quiet and sad and i was like "do you want to spend the night at my house? b.c. you know if you ever just want to get away you can totally come to my house any time" and she had a complete breakdown and started crying. but that was good b.c. she got everything out of her for now. i'm a good friend though. :) the combination of me being really sweet and the ride made her happy again.
so then *laughs recalling* was the tram ride back to the parking lot. the guy showing us to the tram was trying to be funny and kept batting his eyelashes. so we get on the tram and amanda keeps saying how he must be gay b..c he bats his eyelashes. and i'm like "no! just because you bat yoru eyelashes doesn't make you gay! *bats eyelashes* am i gay now amanda!?" and we had this huge, lour argument on the tram. and then the same guy was shutting the tram door and i'm like "are you gay!?" and amanda shuts my mouth but too late and he's like "have a nice ride" b.c. he either didn't hear me or was jus tignoring me. so we continued our argument. and the other family behidn us kept staring and were getting really pissed. and then andrea's fag-of-an-aunt starts singing and we're all laughign and carying away and being really loud. so then it's our stop and get get off the tram and the other family APPLAUDS!!! it was SO funny!!! no one has never applauded my exit before! hahaha. i <3 it. but that was really funny. but hey, they never even ASKED us to keep it down. they just stared. so... not all our fault. l9ol. but i had a great time. and andrea says we can probably do it again in the fall b.c. her aunts work there and can get us in free and that would be cool but... what andrea thinks will happen and what actually happens are two TOTALLY different things so... hard to say. but yeah, fun times. and then on the way home we blasted rap music and amanda and i danced in our seats to that. l9ol.
so yeah, fun times. i'm beat though. tee-hee :-D
funny quotes:
andrea's aunt (spanish accent)"the air... es it goud?"
me: "I'm fine"
aunt: "the air... es it gout?"
me: "yeah... the air is really good back here *inhales laughing hysterically*"
aunt: "this car has really good air"
me: "yeah, it does. really good air... *alexis and amanda laugh*
"i'm feeling so lesbian right now."
"that's okay.... gay pride!"
amanda: "i'm opening your hole, okay?"
alexis: "go for it."
hahaha, fun times :)
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[24 Jun 2004|02:05pm] |
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(i'm into using lyrics for subjects now. don't ask)
so first, before i lose your attention, i just wanted to appologize for not posting comments in anyone's journals for quite a long time. 1) summer school. absolutely draining. 2) my internet has been really gay for like... the past couple days and it takes almost a full minute for a page to load. it's crazy.
but yeah, just wanted you guys to know i'm not ignoring you. l9ol. <3
okay, so today. summer school. major ass sucking. we had to run. around the 1/4 mile track four times (a mile). and about half of it had to be run (the other half walking). and it was so hot and miserable. ick *needs to stop dwelling on the mysery* but everything else was okay.
when we went in the gym, shayna, elizabeth and i played monkey in the middle after we were playing w. the volley ball w. five people and two left. i <3 monkey in the middle *giggles happily*
and then before we went into the classroom, i saw robin! she was in my bio class last year and we never really talked but... she came up to me and we chatted away. l9ol. she's cool. i had no idea summer school got you so many friends. crazy. and in the classroom, mr. harris said we wouldn't be swimming :( and elizabeth was talking to shayna and this is what i heard. "If i tell them, they won't understand. They're like in the their 80's. And if i told them i was *muffled so i couldn't tell what she said*-sexual, they just wouldn't understand." so yeah, i hit the nail right on the head. she's either bi or a lesbain. and that would totally freak me out but... that kinda stuff really doesn't bother me anymore... ever since in 8th grade one of my best [girl] friends decided to have a girlfriend, be bi for like a couple months, then get over it. craziness but... i just wanted to point out that i was at least half right on my lesbian guess. l9ol.
so then i made up my hour after again. and i was all alone except for the 10 minutes brian was there. he was in my english class last year and his brother was in the same team as my brother and... yeah, he's cool. but it's funny because he's so serious. he'll laugh now and then but everything that comes out of his mouth is just so serious. and he informed me that animal kingdom, he heard, isn't very much fun.l9ol. i <3 brian though, he's a cool cat. wow, i think i have more friends than i realize. and now my 9th grade friends are coming in so... whoop for that. *smiles happily*
so then i came home and ate b.c. i wasn't hungry in school. do you care? no. but that's okay. and now i'm listening to the dude ranch cd loudly b..c that's how i relax.
"and there's no harm. at least nothing we can see." <--had to put that. i like that quote much :)
so yeah, tomorrow is DISNEY. i'm going to be so tired this weekend. it's all going to catch up with me. but until then... ah, can't wait though [for disney]!!! okay, i'm done now. gotta go peeeeee.
ps: my converses are giving my ankles mad-crazy blisters. but oh well...
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[23 Jun 2004|02:55pm] |
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so yesterday was the yellowcard concert! it was quite fun! let's see. we left at like 7:30ish and ate pudding in the car b.c. i made some b.c. i <3333 pudding. so yeah, then we were there. and we got in and before long this guy came on and had us jump and scream to yellowcard music (not the actual guys) and pretend like they were there b..c they were taping it for mtv. so that kinda stupid but... oh well. im going to record it when it comes on though for memory's sake. and maybe i'll see myself. that would be pimp :)
so then they came out and sk8r bra and i were up pretty close. and they started playing and this massive pile of people was like... moving everywhere. idk how to describe it but everyoen was like... almost falling and grasping onto eachother to stay up. l9ol. it was crazy. but that freaked us outso we moved back some. so y eah, they did their thing and although there was "ABSOLUTELY NO MOSHING OR CROWD SURFING" (as said by the signs posted everywhere) people did it anyway (duh) and that was fun. should have gotten a little closer but... oh well. and i wanted to go crowd surfing but i didn't. i need to though. next time perhaps. but it was really hot in there. and it was only like... 45 minutes! i was amazed, seeing as the last concert i went to was like... 4 hours. l9ol. so yeah, fun but it, of course, didn't surpass the blink concert (what could?)
so then i got home and showered and it took me forever to fall asleep but... fun stuff. and the concert reminded me of how much i miss john, and all my john-memories. wanna hear the rehash?
so once upon a time, it was the first day of 9th grade and i saw my friend beth in the morning and clung onto her b.c. i was afraid and it was a big place. so she found her friend john and started talking to him and... very cute. so then i went to my first class, shop, and he was in it! and he waved at me and i remember thinking "omg, the hot kid waved at me!" so yeah, then we got to be pretty good friends. he is the coolest guy, seriously. he is totally himself and he doesn't give a fuck whether you like that or not. and even though he was REALLY annoying sometimes and talked almost exclusively about his band but... he was a cool cat. and i liked him for like... a week. so shop ended and i'd seem him in the halls sometimes and then i didn't and didnt really think about it. but then i saw him at the blink concert and learned that he decided to go back to his old school in apopka, he didn't like brantley. he said the people were too fake. and although i have a hard time grasping the concept of fake-people, i guess he's right in a sense that everyone shops at the same stores and wants everyone else thinking they're the shit. but anyway, i'll probably never see him again now. and i'm sad about that :( i hope i do though b.c. i love john. he's my shop buddy. yeha, that's me. change scares me and i hate it when people go away.
okay, so i'm in my rambling mood but back to the story. then after the concert his one whore starts flashing the crowd and the mtv cameras filmed it for like... 5 minutes and all th egirls had their jaws dropped and were like "oh my god." and all the guys were cheering and taking pictures. l9ol. but that was really gross and sluttish and then her friend started doing it too. so megan and i left to go get water, and thought we were slipped roofies b.c. the waters didnd't have caps. l9ol.
and that's about it.
random thoughts:
*I prayed for katie owen last night. and i said "god, please provide katie own with an appropriate wardrobe." *giggles* megan, my dad thinks your SO funny. l9ol.
*I think i have a think for guitar players. John, Mark, Blake... are we seeing a chain? crazy stuff.
okay, ta ta :-D
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so today was nothing like i expected. i expected not to know anyone in my class and be a total loner but i got quite the opposite. but... it is still miserable but that part was good. so here's my day:
So i got to school and looked on the sheet for where to go. and i was (omg, i'm TOTALLY dislexic. i was reading tha tover and i meant to type "saw') stacy, sk8r bra's friend. and she had the same portable! so we walked there together. and on the way i saw brother jarrod. he had been at school since 5 30ish for football practice! that's crazy. but it's always nice seeing brother jar-rod. hehehe. so then stacy and i found out we were supposed to be at the stadium, and went there.
so then erica and alex and posse came over and sat w. us for a brief while and erica showed me her bottle of confetti <3333. i love confetti, just in case you didn't know. so then we left and went to the picnick tables w. our class.
so then we were alphabetized (how gay) but it's actually very okay. i sit next to these two girls, lindsay and shayna and we're friends now. lindsay is absolutely gorgeous (in a non-lesbain way. she's just really pretty) and goes to lake mary and was at the yellowcard concert last night! and i totally remember seeing her there but i didn't mention it b.c. ... well, idk. i guess i just thought i was wrong. but yeah, stacy mentioned how she wanted to go to it and then lindsay was like "omg, i went to that!" hehehe. so that's cool. and then shayna i've seen around school but now i actually know her and she's really nice and cool and is starting band this year (she's in 10th and hasn't been in it since 6th grade. l9ol)
and then shayna's friend elizabeth came over and we made frineds with her. i think she's a lesbian though. even though she said she's had boyfriends. idk, i just got the "i'm a lesbian" vibe. wow, that's totally mean. i'm sorry :(
so then after the break, we went to the weightlifting room and this girl alexis who is REALLY quiet was asking stacy what we were doing and somehow she got in our group too. and i try to talk to her to be nice but she's just SO shy. she's a freshman and she just moved down and she's a little on the chunky side and i feel bad b.c. i know she's self concious and she wouldn't do like... anything in the weightlifting room :(
so then we went back to the classroom and did bookwork.
but the day was pretty cool. we have a group of 6 friends and that's ultra-cool. :-D *happiness for that* yeah. and we all exchanged #'s and sn's and stuff. l9ol. spiffiness.
ooh, and i saw my least favorite person in the world, robert, in the gym (forgot to mention we went there too and sat). and he came up and started talking to me (ew.) and i kept telling him to go away. and i know he get the hint but he just doesn't care. he wants my ass. (l9ol, megan.) and he said he was going to get my # from mary and call me to annoy me. that's okay, i'll just never answer my phone again. bastard. ooh, and then i saw him after the second lunch break and he came up to me AGAIN. and it's like... embarrassing b.c. not only is he massively ugly (i'm not very nice today, eh?) but he's just such a loser (it's okay if i say that. he DID pull a knife on my friendish kid and get expelled for the year.) so i'm w. my new found friends and he's completely ruining my image (i promise i'm not as much of a bitch as i sound) so i tell him to go away again and he slaps my cheek! um... ewww! i hate him. he needs to go play in traffic.
yeah, im really not that mean. but so many things have happened and he is just a real asshole.*gags*
okay, so that was better than planned and overall okay. 10 more days left (i think) trust me... i'm counting down already.
but then i had to stay an hour after in the cafeteria to start making up for friday, which i am missing. and it's like... 50 degrees in there, i swear. and there's lots of people but somehow i managed not to know ANYONE. and then, the worst happens. blake walks in with a friend. well i guess it's not all that bad but it's just that my gym clothes i don't find too flattering. so he glanced at me and i looked away hoping if i didn't look at him i wouldn't be there. and then he signed out like 10 minutes later at the table right in front of me. and wow, he is just as hot as ever. *tremendous sigh* so then he left. and he had his backpack and was at the last session of summer school so it can basically be assumed that he failed at least one class. and i have no clue how, but for some reason i'm finding that ungodly hot. he is hot. he should want me [like the fat kids wants cake].
so then like... 10 minutes later amber and dana walk in and sit with me for a little while. and i'm like "omg, you little bastard! [blake] why couldn't you have come 10 minutes later? then i wouldn't have looked like such a loser!" but what's done is done i guess. so yeah, then they left looking for where to go for driver's ed.
but that hour sucked. cold and lonely. but she cut it like... 20 minutes short and still called it an hour so that was cool.
so then i went to get a new id and mom came to pick me up and we went to hungry howies for pizza. yumness. but i burnt my tongue really badly :(
so yeah. piano lesson soon. i need to start practicing in like.. a half an hour. so, so far today i've had an hour to myself. what a change, what a change. craziness.
but as for s.s., i guess we're not goign swimming b.c. it wasn't mentioned. but it seems really easy, and that's good. hopefully i'll see blake tomorrow though, i'll look hot and he'll be alone and come talk to me. that's my dream, which is remotely possible i guess. *crosses fingers8 wow, the more i see him the more i like him. that's because he is a sexy beast. :p
ooh, and i talked to melissa yesterday! randy (the first guy who liked her) now has a g.f. so he's out. and she doesn't really like blake as more than a friend. but she's not sure. but i think me saying i liked him is what's making her hold back a little. but i'm glad the problem is out of my hands so ... yeah. all i can say is that i hope with all my heart that i have classes with blake next year and if absolutely nothing else, i'll see him in the halls or at lunch or something. *half-smile*
so that's all i feel like saying. i'm going to post about the yellowcard concert next but i didn't want to put it in here b.c. this is already long enough and i want to put it in my memories and i dont' want summer school to be mixed in there. l9ol. later :-D
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today was fun. went to the mall to exchange my pants. 3's are too falling off when i sit b.c. they are tight and 5's are way too big everywhere. drats for that. so i got two shirts. yum :) then we went to see dodgeball, which was really funny. I <3 it! ben stiller is the best...and then we went to publix and got PUDDING. and now we're leaving for yellowcard in like... an hour and a half. and i'm going to make pudding before to eat in the car. can't wait for pudding!
but wow, mom is really pissing me off. she keeps going ON AND ON AND ON about school stuff. how i need to get my schedule change and get a new id (she's absolutely livid that i colored my old ugly one) and get my books and maybe be dropped off someday and get my picture taken and get the summer reading book and... it's stressing me out. and she's throwing everything at me at once and... it's really pissing me off. i don't have any fucking answers because there's too many fucking things going on and ... school sucks ass. *sigh*
can't wait for the concert though! glad to get away from mother... (she went to the dr. today. that always makes her unbearably bitchy.)
so... ta ta :-D prolly won't update till tomorrow b.c. i have to wake up eeeaarrrlly for summer school. *sigh again*
and that is all.
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hey guys, does anyone know how to post pictures in a post? I've tried two ways and downloaded a semagic program but... when i try to log in through there it can't connect to the server. and i'm quite sad because everyone else knows how to post pictures and... i don't. please post if you can help. thanks :) <333
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[21 Jun 2004|02:16pm] |
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happy happy happy! I just got off the phone with amanda who i've been trying to talk to forever but they never answer their phone. and SHE'S GOING TO ANDREA'S PARTY! so... it's going to be great now. and we're trying to get her [bitchy] mother to let her come over next next weekend and i'm gogn to teach her to play guitar and we're going to make pudding and sparkling-cider ice cubes and eat lots of m & m's! can't wait! and then we argued over who loved eachother more. l9ol. i love amanda, she's great :-D :-D :-D
and before that i talked to alex b.c. she needed the address of my, and now our piano teacher. she has a lesson tomorrow so... fun stuff for her!
and i'm really happy now! yellowcard tomorrow and then summer school. and i found out that everybody at summer school basically does the same thing so hopefully i'll be with erica and alex a lot b.c. they're taking swimming but doing the same stuff as me. and then disney with my loves amanda and andrea! oh, can't wait! okay, i'm going to see if we have pudding. i've been craving pudding every since i told "icallthemshades" to make pudding last night. hehehe. i <3 pudding and i love you! later! :-D
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don't you hate it when you have an AMAZING dream and then you wake up and you're like "oh... it didn't happen :("? kyeah, well last night i had an amazing dream. across the street our old neighbors (the tillis') still lived there and for my dad was giving john (the dad) some of his shoes for some reason. so i came with him and we walked inside and they had those cool silver chairs like ae and sitting down was some guy (can't remember who) and TOM DELONGE! and i was like "oh my god!" and sat down with them and talked a little.
so then for some reason i went home (why would i ever leave!?). and dad was already home outside so i came out too and for some reason i was like "does a guy named tom work for you?" and he's like "yeah" and i was like "tom delonge?" and he was like... "i don't know. tom deleegie or something..." and i was like "does he have short dark hair?" (he did at the time of the dream) and he's like "yeah..." not really seeing anything to it.
so then i was all excited because tom delonge was working for my dad's "home-repair company." and that was the coolist thing ever but then i woke up and i was like "oh... damn."
so that was my terribly exciting dream. dreams should be real though. all of them. l9ol. okay, well i'm off. ta ta :-D
random thoughts:
*YELLOW CARD TOMORROW! yay!
*summer school in 2 days *gulp*
*I'm really sick of my hair. i want long loose curly hair like everyone else wants. i just don't know how to do that... b/c if i get those chem. things to make it straight... i mean, i don't want it straight... ick. idk. hair is annoying.
okay, later :)
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[20 Jun 2004|09:06pm] |
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yay!!! I just bought a [new] hollister skirt on ebay! It was the one i was looking for today but they didn't have in my size. dunno what it's called but it's jean and has this amazing belt with pooka (sp?) shells and beads. and it cost 2 dollars less than the store too!
i'm such a loser for ebay. i love it. and the best part is none of this is really my money i'm spending. mom and dad pay ME for my time selling things that THEY bought and the money just sits in our paypal account so i get to put it to use!
omg, i'm so excited!
yeah, so that's it. so happy! okay, i'm off. later guys!!! :-D
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[20 Jun 2004|03:37pm] |
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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY everyone! tee-hee. today was fun. first john and i woke up at 8 to make dad breakfast in bed. it was a hit and everything went dandily. and then we gave him his cards and such. fun time.
and then we went to th emall (minus mom). i got a skirt and tank top from ae and a pair of jeans from hollister... but idk if i'll keep them. they're a 3 and it's weird b/c i'm always a 3 there but... they fit okay but pretty tight and when i sit down-ass everywhere. l9ol. well not literally but you know what i mean. plus they're not the jeans i wanted so i just kinda settled. so yeah, i guess i'm going to order the other ones online along with the skirt and shirt they didn't have either... that sucks. so yeah. l9ol. and now i have one dollar left. good job for me. that sucks though... i need shopping money for disney... but surely i'll have some by then. okay sorry. thinking aloud...
so then we came home (after dad bought some sunless tanner from publix. l9ol) and went in the pool (minus dad b/c he was artificiailly tanning) for like an hour so that was fun.
so that's about it. but this week is going to be fun stuff! *meantal thoughts aloud*
monday=grama over... and i MUST call amanda...
tuesday= YELLOWCARD W. SK8R BRA!!! yay! that's going to be mad-pimp. :-D :-D :-D
wednesday= the start of summer school [hell.] and piano. and... i have to stay an hour later for summer school to start making up for the day i won't be there.
thursday= no clue. grama over, i think...
friday=andrea's b-day party at DISNEY!!! so excited! :-D
random thoughts:
*i hope dad gives me a driving lesson today
*i hope amanda can come to andrea's party
*i need to make my permit appointment... and learn stuff about driving b.c. i know very little
*i wonder when we're going to wet-n-wild again
*c2... that new coke stuff has neutra-sweet so mom won't buy it for us. she's a freak. it's good though
*i need to call wekiva state park but i'm completely procrastinating. i wish someone would call for me.
*i am REALLY dreading summer school. words cannot describe. i'm so freaked out. what if i don't know anyone? what if i'm all alone? what if when we lift weights i just... can't? i mean... i've never lifted weights before! :o what if it's so hot that i just... pass out?.. again??? and what do you do for the extra hour i'm there in the cafeteria? do we just SIT there? should i bring entertainment for myself? i can't stand boredom! and what if i sit there and they don't log it or w.e. and say i never made up the time? or what if i'm the only one making up time on the first day and i'm there alone with like... tony or someone bitchy? what if i just break down crying? what if blake's in my class with a bunch of his friends and i know no-one and i look lame?
so... yeah, i'm really hyper/thoughtful/crazy at the moment. it's all the speed i've been doing... just kidding. drugs are bad. but yeah, i gotta go. l8r sk8rs.
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[19 Jun 2004|05:20pm] |
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1) Using band names, spell out your first name.
A-american hi-fi and of course avril, our sk8r lover.
L-lit
E-everlast. omg, i LOVE that song "what it's like" but musicnet doesn't have it :(
X-well... there's a band called "x" apparently but i never heard them until just now. and i don't like them... so... we're screwed there.
I-umm... all i can think of is incubus, but i hate them. :/
S-smashmouth and sum 41
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? unfortunately not (that i know of). but some day, i must make someone write a song about me.
3) What song makes you cry? "Friends forever" by vitamin c. it reminds me of 5th grade graduation and everything wonderful coming to an end for an awkward, long, and oftentimes unenjoyable 3 years of middle school. and the starting of the [physical] distance between kristin and i (we didn't go to the same school)
4) What song makes you smile? umm... probably anthink by blink 182. ♥ ooh, and william hung, totally.
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? um... whatever i'm in the mood for. sometimes rock and sometimes pop and sometimes rap and sometimes i just want silence. i'm random.
6) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? *thinks* um... well like besides my parents... i really don't know. i wasn't into music. i really cant think of anyone.
7) First album you ever bought? um... backstreet boys? idk. wait! i do know! it was the lion king... but i didn't buy it (parents did)
8) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why? "feeling this" reminds me of blake because his smile fades in the summer. and beatles songs remind me of my dad.. and esp. "a whiter shade of pale" (dunno who sings it) but it's his fave. song. ooh, and thi sisn't a person but it's still important so let's say it. "gangsta's paradise" by coolio reminds me of being in our old hosue before we moved to north carolina, laying on the tile in sleeping bags [b.c everything was packed already] the night before we moved. because we were watching a movie and the song played and i've kinda had the tune in my head all my life but just this year i learned who sings it and what the words are. it's really weird but it brings back so many memories. *thinks of it and smiles*
Pick a band and answer with their song lyrics -> Blink 182
1) are you male or female? "girls are a waste of time". um... that made no sense. or we could go with "the girl at the rock show." ooh, that's good, right?
2) describe yourself: "a boy [girl] trapped in teh body of a man and. i'll take what your willing to give. and i'll force myself to live." and "i can't be too cool in a tree with my pants down" (i just think that one's funny)
3) what do some people think about you: "i am just a stupid worthless boy [girl]" or "mommy's little monster" or "who tells them all to talk about me?" or "smiling from ear to ear". too many.
4) how do you feel about yourself: "well i guess this is growing up." "someone who understands and sees through the master plan" ... "and i don't know what my purpose is for being here."
5) describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/ex: "i'll live alone instead. she said you don't care. i know i don't care"
6) where would you rather be: “the rock show" or "southern california"
7) where did #7 go? "down down down..."
8) describe how you live: "i'll leave when i wanna" ... "i know that i was right. all along. and i'm hoping. remember i'm a kid. i know-not what i did. just havin' fun."
9) describe how you love: “yesterday i thought of you. left me to think as if i couldn't walk away. it's too late. i fell through."
10) share a few words of wisdom: "please don't kick my ass." "blame it on one of my dumb friends. it's been awhile since i've used that line"...
wow, i shoul dhave just picked one song to answer it with. because i was thinking of only one or two songs for the whole thing. so yeah... that was fun though. i ♥ mark hoppus.
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[19 Jun 2004|05:09pm] |
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so... this is how today went down:
i was official rejected in the mean girls community. and i mean, i thought it would be easy to get in and i had fun filling out the application and... i totally didn't expect rejection. but it's not even once. there's like... 20 or 30 members so about 20 of them go through and comment on why they like you and why they don't. and only one person liked me. so it's just comment after comment after comment about how you have bad taste or you're ignorant or they don't like you in your pictures. and then after all that, you get your final official rejection. so... it was just straight rejections for the past 24 hours. but... if you're afraid of rejection like me then it's a good way to get over it a bit, i guess.
ooh, and one person told me "you've got to be fucking kidding. i can't believe you had the balls to apply!"
so... i guess i'm not mean enough? i never really considered that when applying. i didn't think everyone was actually mean. but that's okay because they're all bitches and i would rather drive a screw into my eyeball then be like that. so... they can all go fuck themselves and piss over whose skirt is shorter.
chaa, sk8r bra. we are better than them. we should start out own community! for nice fun people! that would be pimp. :)
chaa, so then after i was rejected to the point of insanity, we went to *thinks* oh, where did we go? ooh, walmart and blockbuster. fun stuff. yes yes. no mall today :( dad's going to take us tomorrow though if we clean his truck *rolls eyes* can't wait till i'm 16 and i can be like "no bitch. you clean my car!" *laughs* chaa.
ooh, and i forgot to say but i woek up at 8 this morning to look at that exercise bike and it was already sold! and dad said no one is stupid enough to buy an exercise bike. note to self: dad knows very little and when he doesn't... he makes stuff up. l9ol. so that sucked but i'm going to put an ad in the treasure chest so all may very-well be well.
yeah, so that's it. i'm going to go do this cool survey i found. l8r sk8rs. <3
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